They Never Told Me I’d Be Depressed and So Emotional

“I couldn’t stop crying and my boyfriend didn’t want to listen to me anymore.  I didn’t know what to do -That’s when I found your number.

The night I called the Helpline was the darkest place I’d been since my abortion. I wasn’t going to kill myself, but I certainly was the closest I have ever been to actually thinking about it, if that makes sense. I just didn’t think that anyone could possibly understand the torment and pain I had caused myself and that people would ridicule me when I said I was hurting so badly. You opened my eyes and my heart to Jesus again, someone I had long since abandoned because I thought He wouldn’t love a murderer. You showed me light and love when I needed it the most, and these words  will never, ever begin to truly thank you for saving my life. You are a special woman with a very special heart, and I was blessed to speak with you that night. From the bottom of my heart, I can’t thank you enough. God bless” J.